Sunday, January 24, 2010

Acident along PIE....

Today, i woke up early to go fetch my dad from changi airport.... i was realli early lor.... his flight will reach Singapore at 1010hours, N i leave my place at 0910hours...

Was happily driving my dad's car, tinking that I will reach Terminal 1 quite early and can just shop ard there.... Driving happily along PIE in Lane 1... happily, happily happily... den just before Paya Lebar there, got many road work... every1 start filtering to the left lane.. I oso followed.... den the KIA in fornt of me JAMMED brakes....!!! I cannot react fast enough.. and BANG!!!! OH MY GOD.... holy shit!!! I hit to the rear of the KIA.... haii... both of us drove back to lane 1... and she alight the car, i followed... den how? I told her to have private settlement... den she ok.. and ask me how much i wanna pay her.... -_- i was like "huh reaction".... I told her to go my dad's workshop den she don want... she want to go her own workshop.... I ask if she can go to dad's workshop again, n she say she will consider... haii... I was having the feeling that I will get a super scolding from dad... is his car lor... and the headlamp n foglame, bumper etc all gone case... I super super super stress.... but gt to act as if i was ok... we exchange details and continue our journey.... she was like 2yrs younger den mi, but she look n act like 4 or 5 yr older... stress... I called Baby million of times but he dint pick up the fone... den i tried calling my sis, dint ans oso.... I was so stress n scare lor.... damn... haii... i very sad cos wat if i gg die den no 1 hear my last voice.... every1 don wanna pick up my call T.T...... the 1st person i called n i called millions of times, but baby fone after ringing keep gg into voice mail... i hate voice mail, that's y i never have voice mail for my mobile.... stupid service... cos when u gt voice mail, it will only ring a few times n it will go into voice mail service. But if u don have the service, it will ring for at least a minute... anyway, i don care abt tis stupid thing now....

When i fetch dad, n when he saw his car... I tink i saw fire on his face and head and eyes and shoulders... Luckily his fren ard... he was quite "cool"... until his fren alight... haii... got a scolding... I realli dint wanted this to happen.... haii.... sad....

Luckily, the lady called back after my dad talk to her... she agreed to come our workshop... and my sis will collect her car tmr... as for my dad's car... haii... i don know wat will i get from him tmr.... gg to work wif him on his car.... i scare~~~

I had been so unlucky recently... so many accidents.... can i consider 4 in a month??

no mood, low morale, sian x 100000times, unlucky.... I need more luck.... i need hugs.... haii... or maybe i am lucky cos the car is not BMW or some expersive car... been tinking abt this whole day... haii... "luckily" is a KIA... -_-''
since afternnon, Suddenly got a feeling that no 1 realli care... maybe i am just not that kind of person that deserve pple's LTC... maybe i am just not good fren enough that pple oso heck care abt mi... just a nobody.. suddenly gt a feeling that i need to reflect on myself... how many will be there when i need some1?? family n friends?? haii~~

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Last day of 2009 and 1st day of 2010

I feel I am very very blessed that the very last second of 2009 was with baby. And WE ARE TOGETHER since the very 1st second of the year 2010.... We had dinner with baby's parents and den went mount faber.. Sheena n her family was with us up there too... Baby and myself spent a few hours on mount faber and watched the fireworks... Everything was so nice and so sweet....






Some of my reflections for year 2009:

a) Feel lucky to meet n know buddy... COS HE INTRO BABY TO ME
b) Blessed that BABY CAME INTO MY LIFE
c) Sorry that I might had disappointed a few of my friends... sometime, I might be forgetful in things that I had said or done... Hope everything will be forgiven and forget:>
d) Blessed that my best friends are still my best friends... and thank god that he had send them to me... and thanks that they had been with my throughout my depression/moody/down period... Thanks for all the time spent with me:>
e) I am very sorry that I had been "angry" with baby many times, should have more angry management... and not make baby sad
f) Regret to leave ASTAR cos till now still have not get a full time job. Felt useless cos cant save money to prepare for future.


My goals and aim for year 2010:

a) More angry management (actually is baby want de... -_-'' hahaha... of cos i oso hope i will be able to control my temper... hahaha)
b) Find a full time job
c) save at least 12K to my savings... ( provided that i got a full time job)
d) Slim down and prepare to get married if baby wants to propose and marry me... hahaha...
e) Hoping that everyone will be happy and healthy


For the moment is like that ba... hehe...

ALL THE BEST FOR 2010.... BABY, u must JIA YOU oso!!!!