Sunday, April 25, 2010

PS3 God of Wars 3

Finally i got the feeling that it’s a Saturday… Baby no longer required to work alternate morning and late shifts… now he only needs to do normal/late shift… which means that no working on Saturday!! Yeah!! Even though he still needs to go back for some patching every 3rd Saturday of each month… but compare to the last few months… happy~


We wake up early in the morning yesterday… Baby wanted to get a Sata 20Gb hard-disk from Sim Lim… He said that he learn a new technique to back up my laptop info/pictures. But we dint manage to find the item….

Since the release of the God of War III, I know that he wish to own the game. However, I told him that he already had the Street Fighter game, and din’t wants him to buy. But actually, I had planned to buy the game for him these few days, and give it to him as a surprise… I knew that he had a lot of interest in this game… cos I had seen him playing the GOW I on his PSP for hundreds of times… even after he had completed the game for several times…

When baby start checking the retail price for GOWIII in Sim Lim, I wanted to say “no” to buying the game. Cos I wanted give it to him as a little surprise present, my plan is i buy the game and put it on his desk, so when he come home and found the game on his desk. But my plan failed, because the whole trip yesterday, from Sim Lim to Suntec to North Point to Yishun central, his eyes lights up whenever he sees the game… Therefore, I decided to get the game for him yesterday. So, surprise no more~~

He was such a little kid, so happy and keep saying that he is the main character Kratos… -_- but I know that he is very excited about the new game that he wanted for so long.

Ever though there is no surprise as what I initially planned, but Baby is still very very happy… he took some pictures of the game box, the invoice and keep telling me that he so happy that I bought the game for him. Just like a little kid…

That’s my baby~~


Wednesday, April 21, 2010

朋友就是把你看透了,还能喜欢你的人…

Come into my blog and I suddenly realized that Baby and I had been together for 295days … I feel that time passes very fast… And I suddenly feel that it had been quite some time since I meet up some of my friends….

When we were young, we feel that friendship is so important. Our friends always come first no matter what… That was when we were not earning much, and what we are searching for is just some plain happiness… We started to grow, from youngster to young adult… From penniless to rich little person… Maybe we are rich in our bank, our life, rich in some branded things that we own… but how many of us are rich in life and friends?

That day, I was wondering… Who should I call when I seriously need someone to accompany me, to be with me… There is a quote stating that.. 朋友就是把你看透了,还能喜欢你的人… There were times that we are all in so good terms, however, there were so moments that we feel that we do not know each other that well… There might be times that we suspect each other… but就算是believe,中间也藏了一个lie. However, I know that if there is any lie, that lie will not be the 1 which will harm anyone. It can be a lie to make a situation into a win-win situation, or, it can be a white lie… the type of lie is depending on how we look at it.

I was chatting to Jac on the phone the other day… I was telling her that god is fair in a way. He will not let us have the best of everything.. we will not have all the best friends/people my our side all the times… because they will move on and search for their own best friends… Maybe he give u 1 person, he will take away another 1… I don’t know why I got so upset when I told baby about some incients in the past…

I happened to go into Qi’s blog, and realized and remember that Qi, Alvin and mi used to go out together often.. But we seldom even chat recently. And I realize that I can’t even remember Yiru’s mobile number now… The numbers that I used to call so often... And I had to search the phonebook for the numbers… I do not receive much sms from them… I don not know how are they and how’s their work and bf,,, I have not meet Qi, Yiru, Pearline, Chunbing, Diana, Jac, Ade etc for such a long time… no time to catch up, no time for a chill up, no time for a movie, no time for just a coffee…. Anyway, I know that it requires 2 hands to clap, not just a party can do everything.. Different people got different views, different concepts, and different things they want in their life… It’s actually a choice…

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

My routine...?

Beginning of the month: Sian…

Mid-month: Almost there…

End-month: Pay-day J

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Monday: Not the worse day… But hoping that weekend will arrive earlier

Tuesday: it’s still the beginning of the week

Wednesday: 2 more days to Friday

Thursday: it’s just another day

Friday: Weekend… wondering what to do @ night… thinking about mahjong~

Saturday: Don’t feel like doing anything… just rot around @ home… Thinking about friends and relationship… Thinking about all incidents in the past and incidents for the week…

Sunday: Feeling down, hoping that it is a Saturday, so can really utilize the weekend... feeling tired

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Morning: Waking up feeling tired… just hoping to sleep for a few more minutes

Afternoon: Thinking about lunch…

Late noon: Hoping to knock off from work asap

Evening: Dinner and online games

Night: 9pm TV drama… Chatting with Baby… Brush teeth and Good night… hoping for sweet dreams

Mid-night: Sometime wake up feeling terrible, and having shortage of breath, Nightmares? Sometimes, the nightmare make me feel scared, anxious, or upset… Nightmares are not real and cannot harm me, but I do not feel safe even when I am awake.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Attention seeker?

Last Friday, I told Baby about my feeling… A feeling that he dint show me enough care and concern… it all started when I went for my primary school classmates gathering @ Bugis… Baby dint even bother to ask me what time the gathering will end? Do I need him to fetch me back? I sms-ed him and he dint really reply me… he dint even inform me that he his whereabouts…. He don't even tell sms me when he knock off from work... and dint tell me when he left home to meet his friend.... He had fixed a appointment with his friend after he knew I was “book” for that evening… I called him a few times, and finally at 11pm, I ask whether he is still with his friend and informed him that I will be leaving soon… that was the 1st time that he realized that he should drive me home… however, he told me to wait 45minutes before he can reached… hmmm, that would be 11.45pm?? I took MRT back…. Talked to him till about 2am…

I know that most of the times when people make promises, there are high tendency that the promises will be forgotten… However, the promises to love someone and take good care of your love one should not even be a promise… it is actually from your heart and it should last forever….

Since I was a young gal… I always hope that if I found my special one, then I should be the one in his life… I will be the most important one and the one that he would cherish for all his life… I am a gal who needs a lot of time and attention… I wanna my love one to be with me every moment if possible~~

It just because that I am an attention seeker…

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Camping @ East Coast

It's been such a long time since i login to my blog.... hehe... am I being lazy or simply busy…?

Baby and I had went to the sea-side for picnic some weeks ago… Therefore we had this plan to camp overnight @ East Coast Park… hehe… Baby and I had went to the Giant to get a 6-Men tent… We are not aware of the different between monodome and waterproof…. Therefore we just got the “good” and cheap 1… the monodome tent which cost us $35.90~~ happy :)


Baby’s parents drive us to the park in the eveing of Good Friday (2nd April 2010)… Baby’s mummy stroll along the beach, Baby trying his luck to fly his kite, while his Papa sit on the stone bench enjoying the sea breeze… And I stay in the tent (avoiding the sun) and taking pictures~~



I am very amazed that Baby had KEEP trying to fly his kite for hours even though ther is NO WIND… hahahha… of cos he was just trying his luck and running on the beach with his kite like a small little kid~~ sometime, I just love him cos he is always so cute n sweet, innocent and kind little boy boy~~ Everyone was helping him…. and he tried till the sky was dark -_- hahahaha


When Baby’s parent left and we spent quite some time talking n talking… enjoying the nite~~ We were so tired that we fell asleep around 10pm… I slept in the tent with my sleeping bag, while Baby slept with half his lower body outside the tent as he claim that the tant was very warm~~


Early in the morning 4am, something bitten my toe… and I thought it was just an insect had came into the tent.. I covered my legs with the sleeping bag and continue sleeping~~ some time later around 5am, I heard so noise from the corner of the tent, I thought that I was just the wind, when I nearly dose off, I heard the noise again!!


I jump out of the tent and wake Baby up… “Baby, Baby wake up….!! There is something inside!!” We shined the torchlight into the tent… and… there was a CRAB!!!! Baby still ask me “with me this security guard, how come this crab can go in huh??” This stupid “security guard” never “protects” me…. Faint… I wanna fire him…!! Hahaha… We managed to “catch” it using the mass-tin, n released it back to the beach





That was a good start for a great Saturday… haha… We went cycling and some food in the afternoon~~ the pedal of the bicycle drop off in the middle of the path~~ We were supposed to leave on sat evening, however, I ask baby to extend the camping for another day… Ya, that was a very SMART idea… cos, it started raining from evening… We thought that the rain will stop.. Therefore, we decided to go parkway to get some BBQ pit n food…. And the rain dint stop until 11pm..


We started our BBQ, finish our food and…. It started raining again~~ the wind was strong, and the rain was heavy… the material of the tent is NOT WATERPFOOF!! Water start “leaking” into out tent…

Baby used UNBERALLA inside the tent!! WAHAHAHAH… and he was all wet… as he was at the “frontline”..

We were too tired to move and the rain was too heavy… therefore we decided to stay in the tent and continue sleeping~~ ya, another “smart” move…. and the tent started to FLOOD… the rain water was very cold, and everything got wet… and we were soak in water before we decided to get out of our tent, and realize that we are the only survivors on the beach… there were so many tents around the night before.. and there is not a single soul to be found now.. The whole beach belongs to us privately~~ lolx…


The damage and “too-waterproof” tent was discarded… now we now wat is monodome….


We will be buying a waterproof tent!! WE WILL BE BACK…. It was a fun weekend~~ hehe.. With Baby around, I enjoy the 3D2N camp~~